CHIMERA (All for the Beast), by LIL PERC THE THOT GOD

CHIMERA (All for the Beast)

by LIL PERC THE THOT GOD

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1.	Clean 02:53	lyrics	buy track
bet i’m clean now bet i’m clean now bet i’m clean now i been tryna do my best to stay clean i guess sometimes you get frustrated and say shit that you don’t mean yeah it’s not okay it’s not okay am i just making excuses for the way for the way we tie our tongues into nooses ay i just wanna see another day that’s not shadowed by the guilt of all of my mistakes yeah but you fed me a curse the ill intent of your words i had to write you a verse i bet that’s a first yeah bet i’m clean now bet i’m clean now bet i’m clean now i been tryna do my best to stay clean i guess sometimes you get frustrated and say shit that you don’t mean yeah it’s not okay it’s not okay am i just making excuses for the way for the way we tie our tongues into nooses ay i just wanna see another day that’s not shadowed by the guilt of all of my mistakes yeah but you fed me a curse the ill intent of your words i had to write you a verse i bet that that’s a first i know i fucked up more than my share of times but your words cut so deep but i guess so do mine i know some things take time but some things don’t survive love will fade with these rhymes but the scars stay alive
2.	Fun 01:38	lyrics	buy track
i just wanna have fun on the real i’m fuckin raw because you know i’m a doggy i got a thottie came so much she left my mattress all soggy a pussy nigga got dissected took a leap he was froggy i’m lil perc don’t disrespect it or i might snatch your body you got me fucked up if you think that i’m some soft fuckin tranny i was really selling dope and coppin pills from your granny now many niggas want me smoked because they can’t fuckin stand me i’m just tryna fuckin cope and cop my girlfriend some plan b i just wanna have fun i just want more drugs more hope more love less dope less pain less tears less drama no fear i just wanna have a way to make my problems disappear i just want to close my eyes and wake up anywhere but here its so clear it’s so close all i do is the most gotta stay off the dope pray i don’t overdose i need xans i want throat this is the life i chose when i’m gone call my ghost while i’m here hold me close i just wanna have fun i just wanna have fun i just wanna have fun
3.	Drum 02:55	lyrics	buy track
i might beat that drum like ringo, percs or mollie? i can’t choose mix that dog food w them roxies yeah i call that blues clues i’m lil perky im a monster self aware don’t need a sponsor lick the pussy just like haunter selling drugs at my own concerts wipe me down, bitch i’m homeless because home is where the heart is listen close while i impart this got no home because i’m heartless i’m not basquiat i’m artless no guitar don’t call me hendrix got nobody on my friends list pray to god for strength to end this uh yeah if i sleep with my hands by my side maybe i can survive for tonight one more night give me space give me grace can i please save some face or have i compromised all that i could’ve been where’s my friends? where’s the love? all i see is the hate all i feel is the pain all the guilt all the shame who are you what’s your name am i going insane goin in raw with a dirty switchblade wanna end my life but i’m tryna get paid woulda cut my wrists but that shit feels played woulda fucked your bitch but a nigga got brains so a nigga need range please let ya girl breathe smoke so much loud man you would not believe crush a 8 ball in a night while i grieve hearing your voice in my head makes me scream if i sleep with my hands by my side maybe i can survive for tonight one more night yah give me space give me grace can i please save some face or have i compromised all that i could’ve been where’s my friends? where’s the love? all i see is the hate all i feel is the pain all the guilt all the shame who are you what’s your name am i going insane
4.	Tomorrow 00:47		buy track
5.	Dirt 02:28	lyrics	buy track
this is not poetry this is a eulogy this is a portrait of how it all used to be this is a promise now broken a wound you tore open so now all i want is for you to see all that you do to me, how you crafted your lies oh so beautifully how i wish that my friends had got through to me, how i wish anyone could stay true to me, (just stay true to me) i guess i deserve it i’m nowhere near perfect built us a bridge of your trust and i burned it speaking on love and respect like i earned it forevermore chasing my lust for the fervent now all i want is to go back in time listen to leah and stick by her side shed all the guilt that i’m feeling tonight shift back the stars and make everything right but even a god has her limits i stare time in the face and get timid i can lose it but i cannot bend it i have sorrow but i cannot end it take another line i’ll be just fine lay down slip back to a different time just one more drink please let me sink just one more hit can’t take this shit just one more day in the dirt won’t hurt if i’ve been buried my whole life i see your face when i close my eyes i feel your curse when i open my mind even a god has her limitation i stare time in the face and get timid i can lose it but i cannot bend it i have sorrow but i cannot end it i’m obsessed with the prospect of winnin tell me is this addiction or penchant an anthology penned by the wicked a life crushed by the trauma of digits take another line i’ll be just fine lay down slip back to a different time just one more drink please let me sink just one more hit can’t take this shit just one more day in the dirt won’t hurt if i’ve been buried my whole life i see your face when i close my eyes i feel your curse when i open my mind take another line i’ll be just fine lay down slip back to a different time just one more drink please let me sink just one more hit can’t take this shit i was down bad in the worst way came from the motherfuckin gutter in the first place i aint never gave a fuck what the world say everything i ever loved is in the dirt babe
6.	Letters 02:46	lyrics	buy track
got me lookin like a motherfucking clown nigga she don’t even see my face when i’m around nigga i bet she wish that i was six feet underground nigga let the liquor wash the memories down nigga tell me is there ever art without pain any love without loss, any life without strain any solace for the monster that’s all rabid in my brain any participle that could rend the dose of my name gimme blame call me lame i really thought we could make it you keep on dolling out abuse and i keep running to take it i found your letters in my dresser now my ego stripped naked i spent a lifetime as your lesser every hex has its breaking i’m shaken call me a man well just know that you’re mistaken we had a dream we had a plan now all we had is forsaken and all the words you put to paper left my heart broke and vacant can’t take it i don’t even got the patience to fake it can’t make it all the nights i laid beside you you know that i can’t deny you do you miss the things that we do through it all i thought it all through every time i lied and you knew all i know is that you lied too do we inherit all the strife that we choose am i just another life that you rue check myself, i can’t take another day all my logic long diminished gimme a reason to stay all the lists of why you love me carve my likeness out of clay all the ways that you mislead me, my identity astray that’s ok i ran away, lost my mind so they say chasing bags chasing bitches ran the contour of your face where once i had left a mark i’m praying now to be erased where once i had seen a spark there’s only darkness in its place i get spiders in my stomach when i see her i been everything but still don’t wanna be her i used to give my blood and body just to feed her i got drugs, i got drugs, i don’t need her i got dope in my system it’s all clear sniffing ketamine until i disappear i can’t stick around to wipe away your tears i know this is gonna hurt but baby please don’t have no fear all the nights i laid beside you you know that i can’t deny you do you miss the things that we do through it all i thought it all through every time i lied and you knew all i know is that you lied too do we inherit all the strife that we choose am i just another life that you rue
7.	Step 02:33	lyrics	buy track
for every night i never slept for every single tear i wept for all the secrets that i’ve kept for me it’s just another step for every day i let slip by each moment lived that now has died each breath a curse each word a lie i step off to the other side i am not alone all the memories haunt me all the demons they taunt me each day is so daunting do you lead me on or do i lack reason? is love just a season? just tell me you’re leaving (just tell me you’re leaving) came from the grave i’m not riding no wave i feel this in my blood to this hex i’m a slave i close my eyes at night i can still see your face i reach out in the dark but the void it remains i swear i sold my soul let the flames make me whole put me back in the dirt wrap me up in its folds say my name say my name say my name when i’m gone let my body decay let my spirit live on
8.	Seer ft. Daark 03:04	lyrics	buy track
you can see the future bright as day but can you see the past tell em that it’s all for the beast if they ever ask don’t be fuckin pullin out the blade unless you finna stab i got real demons on my team lil pentagram i lost the sutures of my heart right when you pushed me away i see the future but i couldn’t say what happened today i’d wake up sweating in the night sometimes just calling your name the prize for all the love i spent is just double the pain stay in my lane man this girl got me insane she so extra no plain jane got me wantin to blow my brains got me wantin to show my fangs sniffin all of this cocaine can’t feel my face can’t feel the pain can’t find the logic to justify how much you meant to me tell me is all we trust just a memory an experience fleeting and meant to be brittle as leaves in the fall can i call is this all is there anything else i can give can i give you myself eat of my flesh wear my bones on your neck hold my heart in your hand push it deep in your chest let it beat next to yours and forevermore rest what you see up in the mirror? see a mob of beasts, a chimera got bodies morphing like akira i never wondered why they fear us a group of seers made it clearer that none of these visions are what they appear i still hear your voice in my tears like you were really just here yuh - got enchantments to charm yuh my psychic arms stay around yuh i thought my potions were flawless, now it’s a problem, leaving me jawless all of these visions of feelings been hidden a couple of villains with fangs that are glistening a portal that throwing some stars on the ceiling and showing the timeline that we wanna visit third eye tryna find em but the smokescreen keep it blinded i know at first i didn’t mind it i enjoyed the mist and the lightning me and perc formed a hybrid of all the beasts in a binding the smell of minds is what guides us got too many visions inside us now we just counting the days, yuh the time since we floated away, yuh i’m shaking my visions awake, yuh now look at the beasts we became , yuh now we just counting the days, yuh the time since we floated away, yuh i’m shaking my visions awake, yuh now look at the beasts we became , yuh chimera
9.	Chimera 02:58	lyrics	buy track
i’m a beast i’m a beast i’m a monster ain’t another rap nigga (nah) i’m a rockstar ain’t another trap nigga ay quit callin my phone yah niggas get slapped if they disrespect my form yah four on the front nigga that’s just how my plug talk trap trap trap give a fuck about a drug charge slap slap slap i hit ur bitch like im a pornstar check my fuckin birth charts nigga i was born hard but all i wanted was that peace of mind the calm that comes with silence and the lust of the sublime the pure, although mistimed the cure, but misaligned the lure, made so useless disconnecting from its line i’m fine ay in fact i never been better i got your girly on the molly say she never been wetter but she keep getting way too clingy boy you better come get her i made a noose i made a razor out of all of your letters what else is new i made a mess i guess we birds of a feather you wanted proof that i still love you well i don’t is that better you want the truth i never liked the way i felt like your lesser all this talk of being victimized but you’re the oppressor but that’s ok i know it’s all for the best i just really felt the need to get this shit off my chest i just really wanna breathe and only think of the breath i just really wanna know if she’ll be with me in death (holly) is it worth it in the end to even bother to start? am i worth my weight in gold if i break everyone’s heart? is the story even told if the book falls apart? is a life really worth living if it stays this fucking hard? nevermore nevermore that’s my epitaph five faces hidden in the dark i’m still tryna grasp all i know is ghosts and broken hearts it’s a hollow crash worries glories stories all fall when i do the dash you can see the future bright as day but can you see the past? tell em that it’s all for the beast if they ever ask don’t be fuckin pullin out the blade less you finna stab i got real demons on my team, lil pentagram lil perc lil perc lil perc say it hexes for the exes got a uzi then spray it reckless off the xans all my girlies get naked all i know is real nigga i cannot fake it all i know is pain nigga i cannot take it got a bullet with my name drug a grave in my basement know i lost the time but i don’t know where the space went all i know is crime, get money nigga stay lit but that’s ok i know it’s all for the best i just really felt the need to get this shit off my chest i just really wanna breathe and only think of the breath i just really wanna know if she’ll be with me in death (holly) is it worth it in the end to even bother to start? am i worth my weight in gold if i break everyone’s heart? is the story even told if the book falls apart? is a life really worth living if it stays this fucking hard? nevermore nevermore that’s my epitaph five faces hidden in the dark i’m still tryna grasp all i know is ghosts and broken hearts it’s a hollow crash worries glories stories all fall when i do the dash you can see the future bright as day but can you see the past? tell em that it’s all for the beast if they ever ask don’t be fuckin pullin out the blade less you finna stab i got real demons on me team, lil pentagram
10.	Crosses ft. deathIRL & Brian Ennals 02:46	lyrics	buy track
you know there’s magic in like every single word that you say i drag a cross with me and buckle right up under the weight it bears your stories and a banner all inscribed with your name know you could set me free but you would rather see me in pain i guess that if i gotta go i’ll leave the world with a stain imprint my presence into permanece with all of my strength tear down the crosses of the others maybe they can escape warn all the children of the lovers that would turn them to hate switchblade my switchblade you bitch-made i’m witch-made i get brains no sensei got blood pacts don’t menstruare got no pulse no vitals no love for my side hoes i just want my wrist froze to match how my heart cold ay yeah i’m lil perc i’m relentless i don’t really wanna die in resentment just wanna live in all the moments that you loved me— can you remember if you ever really meant it ay another drunk text i sent it ay go Beckham on fate i bent it wait was it all just a waste can i die in your place just to forget your face So many loves I lost a cross I bear across these burning sands I etched their names in stone I carve their faces with these weathered hands I made this road in life a path of epitaphs in broken lands bear forgotten flags of names the final ghost in high command If I where to lay this cross still Lay in dirt like a fossil And never spread ur gospel Would blood spill over these hills This dieing world is hostile live your will with love still But names and faces even fade I think my thoughts will do the same But I cross my heart and hope to die I cross my heart and hope to die I cross my heart and hope to die was crucified You made me rise On the 3rd day It was a Thursday What the herb say Hear the blow talk Now we both learning how to sky walk She’s a nudist Practicing to be my Judas I don’t think that we should do this Black bitch White bitch They both bad It’s like clueless Get closer to hangovers She like brunches and mimosas I like motels and ambrosia Suck on that clit for the culture I can fuck I can’t hold ya I don’t know What these niggas told ya I’m from a Severn I’m a soldier We dead Now we closer Your body is the cross Now all I need is the nail Drinking from your cup Now show me the grail Indiana Jones It gets holy Don’t let your pussy control me You lucky you never met the old me Devil had my soul But he sold me I’m a keep the shit Low key Bag of tricks Like I was Loki You can break me up and then smoke me Girl don’t provoke me I love the way you choke me Put that shit on my OGs
11.	Vulgar Things 00:51		buy track
12.	Deeper ft. Brian Ennals 02:40	lyrics	buy track
deeper cut me deeper babe call me a liar set me on fire i hope that i burn to death she was tryna down me she was tryna drown me i’m just tryna catch my breath cut me deeper when i see your face staring in your eyes i get erased standing near you i feel so displaced guess i never loved you guess i was above you is that what you want to hear? you say that i’m evil sometimes i believe you have you ever seen me clear? cut me deeper when you lie to me know how much you love to watch me bleed love how you bring out the worst in me cut me deeper babe cut me deeper babe I be on higher We be all wired Now she wanna pop them pills She don’t get tired Bitch she on fire She liked to get fucked in heels Christ in the choir Devil no liar She told me what signed is sealed I’m fucking you you killing me I don’t even know what’s real Let her down But you don’t know On the mirror Tell her sniff that blow See the monster in my black window Cut me deeper babe It gets bloody on this side It gets bloody on this side Sickness You my sickness Kill shit no witness Vomit with quickness Time stops What is this Percocet and zannys My basement turned to Miami She fuck raw with no panties Pop pop pulled out the jammy let me hold your hand let me waste your time let me hold this gun let me blow your mind yah let me dig your grave and leave you there to die leave these feelings in the dirt with every single tear i cried
13.	Space Jam ft. Dave Jacober & Pale Spring 02:24	lyrics	buy track
fallen live on a whole different planet walk to the moon when i wanna go tanning bathe in the starlight and swallow my xanax sniff up the k whip my rocket and jam it goddammit guess i’m all up in my feelings zippin past venus i’m dropping the ceiling let the emotions wash over it’s healing missing you daily just makes you appealing our hands are made of stars we could craft a new world where getting better doesn’t seem so hard we are a walking contradiction that has found a place of balance in a life that doesn’t feel so hard i don’t know what else to call it don’t know how you don’t find me fucking appalling you’ve seen me so broken you make me feel ballin i know it sound wack but the cosmos are callin so i pay my respects ride it out til it’s fallen i’m stallin guess i should say that i miss you still think about the last time that i kissed you feel like a kid with a crush and a pistol my brains blown away heart shaped fragments as sigils i turn them to comets to light up my vigil our hands are made of stars we could craft a new world where getting better doesn’t seem so hard we are a walking contradiction that has found a place of balance in a life that doesn’t feel so hard
14.	Maya prod. badguybenny 02:08	lyrics	buy track
all black fit like a young nigga racist always find love in the wrong damn places always do the dash never leave no traces always chase the bag gotta get the blue faces (i think you should know i still think about you i don’t really know how i live without you) i just wanna lay beside you (i just wanna lay beside you now) when did everything get so strange? why nobody ever tell me how this love could change? on gang i just wanna give you my all i just wanna make sure we ball funny thing about love you always fall funny how i still wish you’d call am i projecting or are you a reflection i wanted closure wanted answers now i’m sick from the questions i’m burning sigils in the moonlight cuz i need the protection i’m still casting love spells cuz i just don’t learn my lesson yah all black fit like a young nigga racist always find love in the wrong fuckin places always do the dash never leave no traces always chase the bag gotta get the blue faces all my friends are dead yeah nigga i mean it speedin to the grave in a fuckin two seater heart got heavy got hungry can’t feed it burn it on the altar, she don’t want it i don’t need it i think you should know i still think about you i don’t really know how i live without you i just wanna give you my all i just wanna make sure we ball funny thing about love you always fall funny how i still wish you’d call am i projecting or are you a reflection i wanted closure wanted answers now i’m sick from the questions i’m burning sigils in the moonlight cuz i need the protection i’m still casting love spells cuz i just don’t learn my lesson yah
15.	Crush prod. Aluxa 02:08	lyrics	buy track
ay, got a crush on you babe another trauma bond all the shit we been through babe i just really wanna show you what it fuckin do babe i admit it i can’t quit it i done fell in love with you okay we done been through it all will you stay beside me now? i can’t spend another night all sad and lonely i can’t take another minute of being broken down we found something precious and we ain’t even mean it i feel revived when i’m around you i don’t feel so defeated i really wanna do my best to stop my history repeating i wanna get this off my chest but i don’t wanna sound needy but i need you when i see you i feel naked i feel see through do you see me like i see you do you need me like i need you yah got a crush on you babe another trauma bond all the shit we been through babe i just really wanna show you what it do babe i admit it i can’t quit it i done fell in love with you babe we done been through it all will you stay beside me now? i just wanna see you ball i won’t ever let you down will you lay beside me? hold a cup beneath me catch the blood that i bleed you’re the only one who gives the love that i need wish i had more self control but what does that mean?
16.	Pillowtalk 03:52	lyrics	buy track
and i know (yeah i know) that it’s true (that it’s true) i can’t live (i can’t live) without you (without you) i’m seeing double when i look into your eyes yeah i’m hella faded bae you know i can’t lie yeah we been fighting all night (yeah) fought my whole life (yeah) i’m not tryna die (yeah) least not for tonight (yeah) i’m seeing double when i look into your eyes babe i’m hella faded bae i think i might die ay you watch me chop up the dope lining it up for you oh snort the whole world up my nose i don’t know how else to cope i don’t know how else to cope when holly died i bout damn near lost my mind yeah have you ever had your best friend die yeah now you know (now you know) i love you (yes i do) if you go (if you go) then i’m through but you can’t save me from the demons inside babe told you i’m evil and i never told a lie babe i’ve had my fill of the late nights the thrills all your words give me chills i’m so tired babe for real ay i wanna settle down i wanna build a life babe but i don’t know how i can live without strife babe all this pain (all this pain) all this hurt (all this hurt) all these drugs (so much drugs) they don’t work (they don’t work) no i swear i love you but i just can’t love myself babe i’ll give you pillow talk until my last breath babe
17.	Yah 03:12	lyrics	buy track
i must be playing myself again caught up in this misdirection that you ever were a friend i mean i know that we were lovers least i know i aint pretend but all the things you said to cut me made me lose it in the end i’m goin out of my mind again reminiscing cuz i’m lonely wish i had someone to hold me i could never be your only i could never feed your needs i can’t let you hold me captive gotta let myself be free i’m goin yah ay skrrt we can’t make this work work work i’m goin out of my way again why you always goin spastic? why your heart all made of plastic? tryna do all these gymnastics just to keep your life fantastic all the measures, notes so drastic all the pleasure never lasting all the damage, always fasting always nodding always sliding never sleeping always crying always wishing i was dying i’m so fucking sick of lying i’m so fucking sick of fighting i can’t take this anymore i do the dash straight out the door i’m goin yah ay skrrt we can’t make this work work work
18.	Woah (Shimmering Realm) prod. Drew Scott 01:47	lyrics	buy track
said you wanna wife me do you even like me is this really different? i think that it might be fell in love at first sight i don’t need to sightsee i said will you hurt me you said that’s not likely i think i might’ve met you in another dimension took one look at you and i was all in your mentions heart up on my sleeve you know that i got a penchant give me all your time i’ll give you all my attention lil perc, with the mothafuckin trap flow hooked another cutie with the druggie goth lingo i know they be jealous when i talk about my side hoe lately i been tryna just stay focused on the bag tho lately i been thinking bout how everything is fragile tryna find a reason not to let it all crash no tryna stick around and see if we can make this love grow everything feels worth it when i have you by my side woah i think i might’ve met you in another dimension took one look at you and i was all in your mentions heart up on my sleeve you know that i got a penchant give me all your time i’ll give you all my attention do you think about me when you set your intentions? cast another spell and send it in my direction i don’t have the energy for anything fringent am i just projecting or are you a reflection?

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This is the Parable of how Lil Perc lived and suffered, died, then returned from the grave with a fresh new outlook on life and love and overcame a multitude of struggles along the way.

The story is told by the trinity that is the Thot God: Lil Perc, Lil Pentagram and Fallen, each representing a period of her life and the particular traits and tools she used to remain resilient or the struggles which she faced.

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released June 3, 2020

Features include:

Brian Ennals
Daark
deathIRL
Pale Spring

Production features include:
Aluxa
Drew Scott
Dave Jacober

Engineered by Drew Scott

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