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most days i just
feel so frustrated
tell me is this real or am
i just being jaded
maybe when iām dead iāll
finally feel like i made it
āplease donāt talk like thatā she
said āyou know that i hate itā
on god i could do this all day
you know i do magic with
every word that i say
but if im being honest life is
tragic in a way
and every night alone just
makes me wonder why i stay
so i pray
light a candle cast a circle
get real geeked up like iām urkle
let my body bathe in purple
voyage voids to find the virtue
promise that this hell wonāt hurt you
least no more than that which birthed you
smell the grave so sweet like perfume
let the ghosts come through to nurse you
i drift into the night
obscured devoid of light
the twilight holds me tight
out of mind out of sight
light a candle cast a circle
get real geeked up like iām urkle
let my body bathe in purple
voyage voids to find the virtue
promise that this hell wonāt hurt you
least no more than that which birthed you
smell the grave so sweet like perfume
let the ghosts come through to nurse you
i drift into the night
obscured devoid of light
the twilight holds me tight
out of mind out of sight
let dusk deliver me
unto reticent peace
wash out all that i see
that i might finally sleep
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2. |
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i canāt
forget
sometimes i feel
so worthless
always reminiscing bout
the things you said
lately i been thinking iād be
better of dead
yesterday i didnāt even
leave my bedā
got about a million
memories up in
my head,
if the drugs dollars tonāt kill
me first itāll probably
be the feds,
if you forget my name
at least remember
what i said
i canāt
believe
i hope you dream
about me
i remember vividly
the ways that you
would doubt me
probably wouldnāt still
be here if you had
been without me
thatās real
on god
yeah i lied
a lot
always sneakin off
sniffin dope in the
bathroom
try to play it off
but i really couldnāt
cap you
but i was nowhere
near as bad as what
you said
i guess it doesnāt
matter with the life
iāve lead
i guess it doesnāt
matter if the bloods
still red
wanna see me dead
so itās āoff with her headā
if iām being honest
i donāt think itād be
the worst thing,
whatever finally
kills me probably
wont even hurt me,
i thought that i
could trust you is the
part that really
burns me,
a trauma bond just
means i truly need
you in the worst ways
ay
and now you got nothing to say
you forget how i fed you and
clothed you and kept you when
you had no place else to stay
my name is a curse that you
spit from your mouth leaves
your tongue with a terrible taste,
a mirror for all that youāve done
is all that you can see when
when you look in my face
talk to me straight
to be real i might light
the whole city up
yeah this ketamine gimme
some giddy up
you a pussy just tryn
get your pity up
opp olympics the way
you be flippin em
got the hazy up in me
iām sippin em
smoke gelato im
lazy im trippin yeah
give a fuck what you
say i stay drippin yeah
and the smithy is what
i stay grippin yeah
- - - -
i still thrive
despite you
yeah i still try
i canāt lose
and i canāt die
despite all the
tears i cry
take this pain
and run my game
one day you gon
say my name
one day my whole
life gon change
one day i wonāt
feel the same
to be real i might light
the whole city up
yeah this ketamine gimme
some giddy up
you a pussy just tryn
get your pity up
opp olympics the way
you be flippin em
got the hazy up in me
iām sippin em
smoke gelato im
lazy im trippin yeah
give a fuck what you
say i stay drippin yeah
and the smithy is what
i stay grippin yeah
i canāt forget
i canāt forget
i canāt forget
i canāt forget
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3. |
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straight up out the trenches
if they ask about me tell
them niggas mind they
business
if im being honest
guess that im being dismissive
i just came up out the
grave to find out
life is too expensive
and the cost of being
silentās watching
ogres eat the hymens
all the innocence
subsided on the
day the sky divided
swear you looked
like christ ascended
this storyās dark enough
there aināt no need for
me to bend it
aint no use in me pretending
thereās a inch left in this engine
my bodyās bored with
holes all rusted through
at my invention
my minds amok with
scenes from secret
sinister dimensions
or maybe those are memories
distorted by the tension
of knives
pressed firm
against my chest
i just wish that i could
catch my breath
maybe rest
prolly best
that you donāt see me at the bottom
peekin at the demons
if i spot em then i got em
woah
all evil down here
all evil
no good left...
nowhere
but
you knew that though
went back to the basics
one day at a time just
hittin vapes and rockin asics
used to crush the monsters
hittin meetings on the daily
guess i knew that one day
all the drugs was gonna
fail me yah
i can see your face but
i canāt make out
what youāre sayin
i just fill in all the words
and every little
thing you taught me
just know all of it was heard
and if i forget this lesson
may i be cursed
a pact is just a promise
we break before we burst
a friends a flight of fancy
that only fools put first
in hopes of some reprieve
from whatever we deem worse
i just dig my grave
whenever i do my dirt
lit enough
to act like missing you
donāt hurt
just wish i knew what else
to do when the drugs
donāt work
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do you
even know
what you do?
i guess
im a mess
just like you
imma sad bitch
yeah nails black
got some track marks
got some face tats
need a hellcat
with a LRAD
need a new nine
yeah the matte black,
laser on the smithy
so you know iām not
missing
no warnin shots if i
catch a nigga
slippin
apple watch all in
her crotch, got her pants
unzippingā
think she gonna cuff me
man she must be
trippin,
itās the thot god
yung elron
lil perc
yeah the hell spawn
im a hellion rockin
bell songs
with a death wish
living life wrong
graveyard shorty with
a glizzy and a forty
do a line teleport me
like a nigga rick and morty
ripped the glory from
my story to deviate
from my worries
alleviated the pressure
of pacing a path so poorly
constructed from its inception
as if that should really matter
im letters torn up and tattered
an insect born for the splatter
a penchant to hold the pattern
of living life to the lowest
of staying close to the grave
of never learning my lesson
of not remembering names
of never counting my blessings
until itās too fucking late
of washing away the dates
with potion under the notion of
keepin it all in motion
of someone taking your place
of autumn nights in the ocean
of drowning under the waves
of never playing your game
and never seeing your face
and how this could all be different
and thinking that youād be safe
and wishing that i had stayed
and always taking the blame
the weight it still feels the same
Que no sabes que es lo que hago?
Ya me falta que Ya no tomo tragos
Y ya me pasa que no se que hago
Pero al rato ven que es lo que hago
Moschino Brando en el bando
Saben que yo mando, yo soy el comando
Subcomandante Marcos al ataque
Vamos ya buscando, vamos al volante
Carlos el chacal, vienes a correr
Te vamos a matar, tĆŗ lo vas a ver
Sales pa correr, ya lo quieres pa comer
Te falta ya el arroz pero vas a recojer
Algo por ahĆ que te falta gasolina
Vamos ya subiendo ya la adrenalina
Saca guillotina, vamos a matarte
Nos faltan pesos matamos a Bezos
Buscamos a Marte matamos a Musk
Vamos corriendo estĆ” muy cabron
Viene la ira, buscando que miras
Sacamos y chutas que vienes y tiras
-PA- sacamos un disparo
-PA PA PA- te buscamos en el carro
-PA PA PA- viene para aqui, vienes para acĆ”, te vamos a matar
Ya no sabes que voy a hacer
Siento que voy a enloquecer
Ya no sabes que voy a hacer
Siento que voy a enloquecer
[Translation]
Don't you know what it is that I'm doing?
I'm missing something I don't drink no more
And I still dunno what I'm doin
But in a lil bit you'll see what I'm doin
Moschino Brando in the bando
You know I'm charge, i am the commander
Subcomandante Marcos to the attack
We looking for you, we taking the wheel
Carlos the jackal, you gonna run
We gonna kill you, you'll see
You head on a run, you wanna eat
You out of rice but you might pick up a bit
Something round there but you're lacking gas
We going up like adrenaline
Pull out the guillotine, we gonna kill you
We out of pesos we kill Bezos
We looking for Mars to kill Musk
We running over there, shit's tough
Watch out the rage, we got you in our crosshairs
Pull up to score you trynna shoot
-PA- we shoot you
--PA PA PA- we found you in your car
-PA PA PA- You come round here, you go round there, we gonna kill you you'll see
You don't know what I'm about to do
I feel like I'm going crazy
You don't know what I'm about to do
I feel like I'm going crazy
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Fallen (prod. Mag3nta)
03:09
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made a full time job out of testin my luck
i just 3D print a glock so you know that itās tucked
i just hit a fuckin lick now iām textin the plug
i aināt worried bout the local itās the fed that i duck
thot god yeah iām a real life weirdo
on that gay shit so i need a fuckin queer ho
never tuck dick got a stick on my rear tho
i aināt gotta shoot i just hit em w the leer woah
fuck deescalation yeah iām sick of the talking
brought a extra mag so i came to get sloppy
got the green light bitch you cannot stop me
came from the bottom nigga you cannot top me
wanna play games im like pippin w the shotty
k on demand yeah thatās asap rocky
anime girl, used to fuck w the pocky
i just came to fuck stop tryna tiktok me
just did a gram so you know that iām faded
pray my next pack donāt get confiscated
fucked up the money and i aināt even made it
real shit i aināt tryna die underrated nah
i need me a bag with some land to match
i got a lotta bad habits and a itch to scratch
i need a bad lil shorty who stay out the traps
i canāt wife em if they triflin cuz im such a catch
you know i love to take the blame
if itās all the same
maybe this time
could be different
we could try this
will you do this for me?
gave you my all
you made a monster
but i made a doll
remember days when
we used to stand tall
we looked like giants
how fast did we fall
itās nothing at all
guess iāll get it over it
guess ill get soberish
guess ill uncover the gifts
that the clovers hid
sometimes i stop to
admire the mystery
glide the divide of whats
meant and whatās meant to be
seek out the cracks that we
hide in our history
fish through the fissures reflect
what you meant to me
you didnāt mean a thing
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Push (prod. Titmouse)
03:31
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push me away
why do you push me away
with all the words that you say
through it these days
been going through it these days
i really thought you would stay
see me the same
now you donāt see me the same
say my name say my name
you canāt even say my name
i still remember your face
yah i still feel your embrace
thought i was done with the needle
but it wasnāt done with me no
done with me done with me no
wherever i go
you know i got it wherever i go
woah
canāt trust nobody these days
i can barely change my ways
canāt ever say ive felt safe
ācept in a pill or a bottle
get money my motto
my bullets is hollow
heart cold like chicago
donāt want no tomorrow
keep living full throttle
canāt ever claim comfort
keep singin the sorrow
yah
i pray to goddess we make it
if this donāt work i canāt take it
my mind is racing
running like urkle in circles
for virtue of not feeling
like you can easily replace me
push me away
why do you push me away
with all the words that you say
through it these days
been going through it these days
i really thought you would stay
see me the same
now you donāt see me the same
say my name say my name
you canāt even say my name
i still remember your face
yah i still feel your embrace
do we make our own hexes
have i crafted this curse
before it ever gets better
whys it always get worse
yah
always get worse
yah
just put me down
you donāt want you donāt want
you donāt want me comin round
i swear i wonāt make a sound
swear to the silence iām bound
just put me under the ground
letās see what grows
i know you i know you
i know you know
lately i feel like a ghost
too many nights climbing
into k holes
step to me wrong and iām
wiping your nose
so paranoid canāt let nobody close
push me away
why do you push me away
with all the words that you say
through it these days
been going through it these days
i really thought you would stay
see me the same
now you donāt see me the same
say my name say my name
you canāt even say my name
i still remember your face
yah i still feel your embrace
i bleed
for you
i bleed
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iāll give you a hand cuz
itās a lot to unpack and
youāre as subtle as a brick
up in the small of my back
i guess you just keep me around because thereās something you lack
i guess it really makes no difference
just as long as it lasts
this time
i swear to god that it
wont be the same
letās just shirk responsibility
and bury the blame
we could explore the possibility
your man is a lame
i know itās not fair to compre
guess i just feel so ashamed
sometimes
i lay awake until the light
starts to peek in
i roll another blunt then do
a line get to geekin
im speakin on the sequence
of events that be keepin
me calm in the dawn while
my eyes steady leakin
and thinkin maybe there
was more that i couldāve done
if i knew anywhere worth
going i would probably run
on god
please just tell me if iām asking a lot
cuz if i let myself fall for you i
donāt know if i can stop
tell me if
you want it
this way
i donāt care
what the emo
kids say
tune out the opinions
of minions
i raise my cup
up to the heavens
give a toast to
beginnings
i know that god
just look away
he sick of watching
me sinning
guess you could see
it in my face and how
my waist slowly thinning
i know that things look
bad right now but
i suppose i been worse
you can call it bad
habits you can
call it a curse
face first
i fall into a
void thatās all
too familiar
now all my friends
can say āthe
sorrow finally
killed herā
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(i know i put you through it all)
i remember all the words you said
four days stuck in a hospital bed
all hooked up breathing off machines
tryna figure out what it is that this all means
your face lingers in the front of my mind
if im being honest really fucked it up this time
i know i let you down
what goes will come around
i swear i hear the sound
of your heart tearing open
as you look me in my eyes
can we go back in time
to days when we were laughing
pretend this never happened
at all
iād run but my knees too weak
damn nurse put another fuckin tube in me
must be lil babyās first OD
laid out ādamn bitch it couldnāt be meā
i been tryna duck this shit since 2013
PTSD so i couldnāt stay clean
im a nice girl but my demons real mean
might leave for me dead and they wouldnāt feel a thing
swear they wanna see me turn into a blood smear
just did a line how the fuck did i get here?
always gettin high so i gotta keep a bitch near
had to give it up i aint tryna die this year
do you like me
like i like you
like i hate myself (sometimes)
this is messy
on its best day
i still hate myself (sometimes)
do you love me
cuz i love you
i just hate myself sometimes
(maybe you could change my mind)
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pull myself out of
the screen
am i seen?
do i bleed?
i clutch my pillow
tight and pray
that things will
be alright
i was born in 1988
felt the weight
daddy didnāt stick around
so you could say
i wasnāt feeling great
he used to be a cop so maybe
thatās where i get all the hate
turned into a ghost so i
just chill at cemetery gates
used to creep the graves
jesus saves
least thatās what they say
never quite fit in
like a djinn
you canāt bottle me
know a lotta bitches
wanna gag at just the
thought of me,
i come by honestlyā
six feet down i oughta be,
i exist ironically
i fuck philosophically
i sold so much drugs you
think by now the feds be
onto me,
turned nineteen and i
started selling weed
turned 21 i got everything
you need
24 came and i started
shooting dope
everybody sing the anthem
no future no hope
fast forward, baltimore
let me try to stress the scope;
had it all just fall apart
day i found leah with the rope
pull myself out of
the screen
am i seen?
am i seen?
i clutch my pillow
tight and pray
that things will
be alright
lost in confusion
body bag blues hit
my head like contusions
chase the illusion
the grandeur is calling
the answers are stalling
im fractured im fallen
thatās allā
fuck it we ball
just keep on wilin
dance every day
to the grave with
a smile and
remember the moments
we had and be glad
that the good at least
outweigh the bad
im just so fucking sad
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10. |
Phase (prod. Drew Scott)
03:11
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fuck a resurrection
this is chaos cult revival
got a rifle for my rival
got a blower in my bible
if a gumshoes try to catch me
get a closed casket recital
you could say that change is vital
seen the boots tapping the spinals
seen the rogues gone off the rhino
fuck the streets up keep em guessing
every breath we takes a blessing
each life we lose is a lesson
in never trusting the clever to sever
ties from the ever and putting
faith in the heathens to exorcise
all the demons
itās moot
brian say we in the darkest of timelines
the root
is the evil that we heard through the grapevine
i shoot
at anyone who put my mind in a decline
i guess im sick of waiting so
itās time that i take mine
what do you know about me?
do you really wanna see what i see?
you can find me in the city
pistol tucked,
got the ketamine up in me
shoot it up donāt give a fuck yah
i know these things take time
the bow it always breaks
i push the needle in
then i dissociate
if i just close my eyes will
the wicked world around me
finally just fade away,
this i pray
let me take this last breath
and as my body decays
better days
sometimes i wish this
was phase yah
i just wanna lay beside you
maybe thatās too forward
maybe everything is horror
sorry if iām untoward
im just trying to find my
balance the chalice
was full of malice i drank
and it gave me ballast
a galaxy ever gallant
a palace to place the
pallet a shorty to
toss the salad
im valid
and if you need another one
im not khalid
so hit rewind
and take the time
to let your mind
take in all the
fuckin ad libs
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