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released November 12, 2019

special thanks to Tariq, Brian and everyone else who helped this come true and believed in me.

also huge thanks to Nikki for the amazing album art.

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LIL PERC THE THOT GOD Baltimore, Maryland

trans baltimore-based rapper, looking for love in all the wrong places </3

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Track Name: Grimer
every day i feel like dying
don’t know how else to live
gave you everything i could
i don’t know what else to give
should i rip my wrists all sloppy
make em leak like a sieve?
would you even try to stop me
guard the door and try to block me
push me to the floor and drop me
“how’s it goin?” “things are rocky”
im not tryna be dramatic
i’ve just really fuckin had it
got me stressin, caught a habit
saw the future couldn’t grab it
couldn’t grasp a heart of acid
couldn’t hold the hand of tragic
couldn’t be manipulated and
surround myself with static
gave me trust and i betrayed it
became everything you hated

but i’m still not the monster
that you thought i could be
i’m only human but i guess
you only see what you see
i’m only truant to the lessons
that seem meant to deceive
only pursuant of the truth
so i can set myself free
i’m not doin this for you
i gotta do this for me
it’s nothin personal just tryna
see what i’m meant to be
ya dig?

time goes on
i am just a season
fading
flawed from dawn
suns are always
setting daily

every night i catch myself
just wishing for an escape
every pill was just a portal
every line was a gate
every time i tried to hide it
i was sealing my fate
dealing demons caught me
slippin sold me all i could take
made me break, all i make
with these hands
is this mess
is the best
of the worst
of this curse
am i first
am i last
am i living in the past
am i really making progress
if i always do the dash?
are my motives really pure
do my values ever clash?
is this curse a lie i crafted
just to fracture the past?
do you try me with your fire
just to dance in the ash?

i’m only human but i guess
you only see what you see
i’m only truant to the lessons
that seem meant to deceive
only pursuant of the truth
so i can set myself free
i’m not doin this for you
i gotta do this for me
it’s nothin personal just tryna
see what i’m meant to be
ya dig?

time goes on
i am just a season
fading
flawed from dawn
suns are always
setting daily

ya dig?
Track Name: Devil
thot god nigga
i’m a rad ho
tranny with a attitude
always rock a afro
sick of being hungry
so i’m lookin for a bag ho
said he wanna fuck me
so i put it in his asshole
told me that he love me
so i had to do the dash yo
i don’t got no time for
fuckin romance i got plans ho
i don’t got no money for
no broke niggas or trash hoes
used to have resentments
but i just had to move past those
got the plug
on my line
got some birds
and they flyin
used to ride my bike down
drayton servin dubs, servin dimes
had the roxies had the coke
always got it for the high
used to serve the junkies dope
sniffed the coke and lost my mind

trappin on a fixie bike
don’t give a fuck about my life
mama i ain’t doin right
i know that i cause u strife
no this ain’t no way to live
done too much god can’t forgive
devil give me comfort yeah
please wrap my soul up like a gift

blast these facts
take it way way back
to the feds on my block
to me living in the trap
to me gone off the coke
think they got my phone tapped
to me slingin raw dope
to the drive to rehab
to me two months clean
seeing grandma in the casket
i did that
i lived that yah
how can god
forgive that yah
how can i move
past it yah
is guilt
everlasting yah
sober two years but
i just can’t quit
really did try but i’m
back on my shit
really wanna die but
that just ain’t it
really wanna cry
but i’m just too lit
really want a reason to wake up
in the morning;
plug blow my phone up
i just keep ignoring—
i just fucked the money up
life’s so boring—
take another shot til the
tears stop pouring
don’t want you to cry
just lie with me
don’t need you to ride
just die with me
do i hold the shovels
in the hole we dug
you’re a butterfly
i’m a dying slug
everything i got go
to you or my plug
have i ever told you
you’re my favorite drug

trappin on a fixie bike
don’t give a fuck about my life
mama i ain’t doin right
i know that i cause u strife
no this ain’t no way to live
done too much god can’t forgive
devil give me comfort yeah
please wrap my soul up like a gift
Track Name: Zombie (Solo Version) [prod. Infinity Knives]
old school shit got
a blade on my hip
if a nigga talk down
bet i’m cuttin off they lips
if you try to call 12
bet i give a pig a slip
or a slap, get clapped
fuck cops, that’s facts
can’t trust nobody cuz
the loyalty lack
i got infinite knives all
stuck up in my back
i got infinite lives you
kill me i come back
i got infinite wives sike
nah i don’t need that
infinite enemies
i can’t relax
i know they plottin
the cards showed me that
just let me live
i just wanna count racks

give me a reason to
not call it quits
i’m not just tired i’m
so fucking sick
just too inspired
to give up so quick
too fucking gone
off the xan yeah i’m lit

off these pills walk
around like a zombie
can’t nobody stop me
put that on yo mommy
put that on my demons
fuck her til she screamin
swallowed all my semen
yung autumn bitch i’m leavin

gave her good dick
that’s tenacious D
ate the whole ass yah
veracious me
someone tell the devil
got a date with me
someone tell the rebels
we can take these streets
we can make these leaps
we can fuck shit up
we can fill these cups
we can spill these chumps
might be cliche
fuck donald trump
fuck laying down
let’s get back up
let’s take shit back
let’s fight this fight
if the world really ending
let’s go out right
let’s burn these camps
bathe in the light
let’s bleed these feds
let’s shift the tides

give me a reason to
not call it quits
i’m not just tired i’m
so fucking sick
just too inspired
to give up so quick
too fucking gone
off the xan yeah i’m lit

off these pills walk
around like a zombie
can’t nobody stop me
put that on yo mommy
put that on my demons
fuck her til she screamin
swallowed all my semen
yung autumn bitch i’m leavin

we’ve lost the way
can we be saved
if not the light
let’s take the night
the things we say
the way we pray
if you need faith
have faith in me
look deep within
and just pretend
you hold the key
and it will be
let’s tear it down
let’s take the streets
let’s rip them up
let’s make them bleed
Track Name: Blue
i’m all up under the weight
of all my fuckin mistakes
i guess it’s always my fault
i guess that these are the breaks
i don’t know what else to say
i’ll just keep playing my part
i’ll just keep running away
i’ll just keep building these walls
keep all my vices at bay
might get enticed by this hate
might play some russian roulette
and just go out with a bang

i need you niggas like i need
another knife in my back
i need you bitches like i need
another panic attack
i need a reason why i shouldn’t
put my mouth to a MAK-10
back then,
said u was real
but u was just
actin,
trapped in
your own pursuit
of makin shit happen
laughin, is all i’m doin
now i’m just
laughin

no more
no more
no more

circle drawn a hole beneath the past
can i drown under the tide at last
all is blue, when you’re at the bottom
when the demons can’t be laid to rest
ceaseless feast upon my tainted flesh
i turn blue, and i hit the bottom
let them rip and tear and shred and bite
til i satiate their appetite
don’t be blue, meet me at the bottom

no more
no more
no more

i need you niggas like i need
another knife in my back
i need you bitches like i need
another panic attack
i need a reason why i shouldn’t
put my mouth to a MAK-10
back then,
said u was real
but u was just
actin,
trapped in
your own pursuit
of makin shit happen
laughin, is all i’m doin
now i’m just
laughin

im all up under the weight
of all my fucking mistakes
i guess it’s always my fault
i guess that these are the breaks
thought i was playing it safe
guess i was playing with fate
guess i was tryna figure out
how i could swim thru this hate
guess i just wanna dig you
out of every mess that you make
but i guess you just too quick
so now i guess i’m too late

circle drawn a hole beneath the past
can i drown under the tide at last
all is blue, when you’re at the bottom
when the demons can’t be laid to rest
ceaseless feast upon my tainted flesh
i turn blue, and i hit the bottom
let them rip and tear and shred and bite
til i satiate their appetite
don’t be blue, meet me at the bottom

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